mungkin kerana perangai aku x segila orang lain

5 sign of people leaving u. sedih tau..

first, orang buat benda depan, blakang, tepi kiri kanan ko tanpa nak ko terlibat pun.

second, slalu je ckp brgurau2. then, x lagi. paling x best, org x ckp ngan ko wlupun lam bilik yg sama lagi kecik.

third, org dh x "CAKAP" slalu tanya, nak ke mane dh makn lom jum kita g.

fourth, perkataan kitaorg nak g.......tp dia x ajak wlupun free nak mampos tahap dewa.

fifth, slalu tingal ko mcm tunggul kayu ckp sorang diri pada tiang yang xda telinga.

Ultimate, cakap tinggal la sehari dua kita g merayap-rayap. tp kosong je skrg.

Second ultimate, mimik muka cakap kat ko dh lain.

jd klu tanda2 ni kena pada anda. paham2 jela maknanya anda ditinggalkan. xpe, kita manusia yang baik jd x berdendam.

"Forgive us our sin as we forgive those who sin against us."

I'm feeling sad

lame x tulis blog kan? hmm..biasala hidup ni..bla busy.

cian blog ni, tersadai sekian lama..cm biasa, blog ni lama nak tulis..

jd sementara ada masa ni, saya coret sikit-sikit la perkembangan saya.

dh hampir bulan dh kat UNITEN. so far ok la..i meet new people. Alot of them.

However, due to restriction, susah nak mingle ngan diaorg. jauh tempat nak jalan.

tp xpa, just maybe for this sem. mybe next time, my life would get more lucky.

OhH, ya..i got pinjaman PTPTN. which are not that much, but sekadar nak byr tuition fees. okla

lame jugak la sy xda duit. cian x?

for so long i didnt get anything for myself. x mcm dulu, tiap2 bulan ada2 je brng baru.

Now my lifestyle are not lavishly mcm dulu..sapa tau apa akan terjadi in meer future?

hmmm....sya ada hati nak tulis ni sebab nak lepaskan rasa..sedih sebenarnya..and letih.

im damn tired try to fight something which are not my league.

i've been fighting my whole life for something that im not very compatible with but what options are left for me?

I know where i stand but if i just my stance too rigidly, then wat would happen in my life?

getting a good friends is quite enough apatah lagi the RIGHT friends.

I think i maybe made the wrong move at first when i came, but can i do?

gosh i really miss my friends...esp makan. :)

this term almost coming to an end. i hope everything will go well

starting from now till the end where i go back home.

Miss my home..lama x balik...

How long have any of u didnt go back?

actually this is my pinpoint, don't faked a frendship. never.

nak rapat ke xnak xpe, asal jgn stab or in other words kecewakan harapan org la utk berkawan..

it's rude kat negara org.

kat negara sendiri makmur tp backstabing tambah stabing betul2 pun ada..pelik kan?

dhla..like mengarut je..tata.

HAVE A NICE DAY. :)

it hurts u really had an experience with it.