Here I am, again.

My days passed normal these few weeks. but last night was horrifying. i felt sad no matter what. it's funny to hear them singing out loud to ease those tension inside. maybe for fun.

but, no matter what, no matter that i laugh my lungs out, i do cried. not literally but inside me. pain. i feel sorry..

this is what it's felt like when we're not being able to do something to help to wrap and just let it flies or flow, leaving.

i wish i can do something. but God made me not.

One day you'll be the happiest person in the world. You deserve.